somewhere new, someplace safe

  I do not like to go to the grocery store by myself. If there is not someone to go with me on an errand, I do not go on that errand. But something wild has come awake within me. I love being at home.  I prefer being alone with a good book and driving [...]


My fear of recklessness and irresponsibility is rooted in the need to prove myself and maintain my reputation.  But today, I ask -  What am I trying to prove? And to whom? Is it possible there is no longer a need for me to prove myself, because you have prepared everything and you have said [...]