God, so often do I forget the gift that is my own life. So tangled up am I in daydreams, in places where I believe you are more present. This place I am now is not what I would have asked for, and it's so much easier (and safer and more fulfilling) to fantasize about [...]
It has been one year since I chose to spend the month of February pausing to reflect on my daily life, writing of the things I pondered and discovered there. Not much has changed for me in the year: Same job, same house, same messy and hyper puppy, same struggles, same relationship status, same temptations. [...]
